Wednesday, September 29, 2010

[Imagine] Now what I am? A troll?

After having called a troll thrice (once a flamer, another jerk who is biased on opinion, lastly being an arse hole to an innocent TC), I think I need to convince myself that I'm a troll. Well, explaining-mode activated now:

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First of all regarding this. I did a mistake on my first statement, and it seriously need a BIG rephrase. But, disregarding it, my intention was to calm the bloody situation down. We all know, Shiki has an attitude sometimes, which might offend others (inb4 Shiki did that on me before). But, let me ask you this, are you asking for it, trying to shoot him back directly by calling him a jerk?

My second post on the thread, was directed to an ignorant poster who thinks I'm having the lulz of going around flaming everyone. Oh, well, I just have to go note his/her white knighting a friend without reading/knowing my intention is a big fail - yes, I have to admit, I'm being kinda rude on this post, because I was actually offended by that. Therefore, I apologize for that, but to add another stupid comment after my post, is much more stupid. Referring to Kain, I know you're my friend, but I have to shoot you down for this. My intention was just to calm the situation down, it might be a very stupid attempt, but you of all, should know I don't fucking go around flame others like a moronic idiot. The only reason I add on was because I think QQing more will add unnecessary drama, I won't give a shit if I wasn't a GS in the first place, and that was what I'm trying to do: to stop these kind of little chatbacks, in case you're half blind. My lame attempt is lame, and your comment is as stupid as my attempt, to be honest.

inb4, hypocrisy is a pretty cool thing, you tell me to stop posting after Ruby's post, yet you have the need to post after my post in the thread, when you can actually PM me to tell me off. In addition, this, when I said: '/thread lock pl0x' = no more posting, and yet, you have the need to post? Aww... Sorry I didn't see the date of the last post.

Which leads me to: a troll calling me rude, is pretty much awesome (not directed to Kain, he's not much of a troll as far as I'm concerned), considering the fact you are a bigger troll, better flame baiter, rude user on the forum and you called me rude to have a dig on me. Gewd job, dud, gewd job.

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Now, for the second incident... My beloved, Crowvo calling me a jerk for:
- Not agreeing him on our first meet on SB and getting flamed by him, which he actually called me out, calling out my username on the SB a few times, just to prove his point,
- Trying to stop a possible argument between Ale and him (which apparently was my another stupid mistake, and I was trolled by Ale after that),
- Agreeing with Mirr on some statement he said, which actually directed not to Crowvo, but to everyone on the SB, and trying to clam the situation down and kindly asking everyone to stop the heated discussion which in my opinion, might lead to a drama.

I'll say this again, I don't go flame everyone for no reason, unless you're really asking for (heck, I don't even give a shit about trolling you even you come beg me to troll you).

I have a bloody habit of keeping track of myself on SB, forums and PM, in case, I'm doing a stupid mistake somewhere, which allows me to go back and apologize to those I might offend, also, making sure no one comes and flame me for no/stupid reason. Because I haven't recieve an apology from Mr. Crow, and I desperately need one (LOL WTF!?), I have to post our conversation on PM out just for teh lulz...

Crowvo: So uh...I decided to do this as a PM because I really don't need the lulz flame fest that would happen if I did this in SB.

...Do you hate me or something?

Every time that we've interacted, you've sounded really standoff-ish and sarcastic, and I can't think for the life of me of any reason -why-. Did I do something to you? If I did, I didn't mean to.


bunnydaisuki: ... Do I sound sarcastic? I never tried to troll/flame you, why? Because: I'm a GS, I know my responsibilities and I'm not suppose to go QQ at someone else; taking away the scenario of being a GS, it's a big waste of time to go troll/flame someone who I don't know; also, you are correct in someways too.

First of all, in the conversation, I was saying, I don't agree all oldbies are jerk - 1 point; newbies should listen to oldbies sometimes too - 2 point; oldbies can't spoonfeed newbies everytime - 3 point. Also, try to think back the conversation, I didn't disagree with what you're saying, I only said, 'I agree with what Mirr said'. Just so happen, I didn't say 'I agree with some of your points too, Crow' = I don't agree with you. Wow... I must be a big jerk around trying to act sarcastic to some others, when I don't need to, eh?

I don't know, maybe you have the feeling I hated you? Mirr, Shiki? or maybe everyone hated you? Mirr has good points and you have good points, but it's just so I think Mirr's point is much better and I just so happen to tell others, I agree with him.

I think you're just biased on my opinion. I actually have a great respect for you on your opinions and suggestions; you stand by your points, gave good reasons and of all, you don't falter from being yourself. However, by sending this, I lost a lot of respect for you.


Crowvo: This wasn't it bunny.

You've been like that for -every- thing I've said, including previous topics altogether. In SB, you've been like that -every- time that I've spoken and you responded in some way.

In a few cases, I wasn't speaking to you, but you came along and spoke negatively of what I was saying. We don't have to agree all the time, but even when I tried to buddy up and be nice you just seemed to shrug me off and keep up the negativity.

And I'm sorry that you lose respect for me from me having to ask this, but considering that I thought you had 0 respect for me in the first place, it really doesn't mean much.


bunnydaisuki: Well, did I? I can go back and check the whole SB chat log, when I'm actually talking on the SB. Most of the time, I'm talking trash, helping others, and I normally keep myself out from discussion due to drama-phobia. I never actually talked to you, heck, I don't even really know who are you, but another random fella on the forum.

There are no previous topics that that I disagree with you, only one, which I stated my point and you actually came on SB and called me out to tell me what you think. After that, I told you, I got your point, I respect you point, but I have to disagree and stand on my points. And you called me rude, for disagreeing even though, I didn't flame/troll you. Heck, for what reason I even went on SB went you call me? Why should I listen to you when I can just cut you short? Why should I tell you I know what you're saying, but I disagree?

I'm not those people who go randomly QQ at a random person, I have my mistake, but I'll admit it once I know I'm wrong. I can take sarcastic remarks/flame/troll/insult from others, and just shrug it off, as if nothing happens, if you don't cross the border; if I can't handle those, won't I be enemies to more players? ie: Shiki? Mastered? Royce? Indi? Mirr? Ale?

In this case, I'm just disagreeing with you on our first meet; trying to stop a possible argument between you and Ale, which turn out to be my stupid mistake, and was trolled by Ale due to that; agreeing with Mirr on your (our -a mistake in the original PM-) second meet (lol, I wasn't even directing that to you, but to everyone on SB), and trying to stop the discussion from being a drama, since I think it might become a unnecessary drama - part of my job for being a GS.

You are too paranoid of me to think I have no respect for you when I actually respected you...


After this, Mr. Crowvo proceed to flame me indirectly on the SB, by saying: 'Why the INTERNET IS SO FAIL TODAY?' after I told Kosen that he is my blood brother which = nullify his next reply of trying to 'act' friendly (awww... I'm sorry, I'm just to paranoid too keep SB chat logs).

Crowvo: Stuff happened before that ._. The Ale thing kinda helped solidify it in my mind. I mean, we never just like...talk casually. It just feels like we're on opposite sides and I have no clue why it's like that.

Of course, I don't keep SB logs so maybe I just have crappy memory, but I seriously have an impression that you just think "Bah, Crow nub, raaaage D8" when you see me. o-o Mebbe that's not true, but I've never been given an indication otherwise.


bunnydaisuki: Please, Crow, when I'm working with designing teams, I much worse insult on my head. Why? Because my opinion is different from the others. I get screwed all over from my seniors, my clients and stuff. That's why I don't (take -missed out in the original PM-) all the BS to this game. I can, but this is not my work, this is a place for me to relax and have fun and interact with everyone. I always try to keep friendly with everyone, go ask around. Furthermore, I'm now a GS, I can't afford to go around offending people. My priorities in the game now is to contribute, help and be friendly - which leads me to: why should I be unprofessional to flame you?

Even you are a random person, note that, I still will listen you out, even if I might disagree with you. To be honest, you have your qualities, which impressed me after our first meet. Not many in the server can tell others their opinion with solid points, without going jerk/rage-mode. That's why I really did respect you even we never really talk much, be it in game, SB or forum. When you send me this message, it kinda hurts a bit when you're accusing something which I never did.


*Still waiting for his reply then, an apology for flaming me on SB, an apology for antagonizing me, an apology for assuming me as a jerk when I never actually really talk to him.

Your flame on SB, truly disappointed me. I have to use this meme this time around: SON, I AM DISAPPOINT! If you do really want to be friendly with me, don't fucking flame me. I never flamed you, you immature idiot. Talk to me, if you're not satisfied with me, FUCKING TELL ME ABOUT IT, do it as an adult, not as a moron. Your hypocritical actions made me totally lost my respect to you. You don't deserve my respect and count it as your loss, those who really know me, knows how hard it's to gain my respect. Man the fuck up, don't be a paranoid idiot who thinks everyone is up against you, no one has the time to go fuck around with you, I don't have the fucking time to go fuck around with you.

Crow, please go back and check all your forum posts, see how on how many threads you've posted and I actually did reply on the same thread to your posts. I can also pass you the chat logs when we did talk, to make you realize I don't really know who are you, and I don't go around and offend you every time we talk. It's up to you to think I'm a jerk, fine. I'll treat you as a normal user from now onwards and I'm gonna ignore you as much as I can, because you are paranoid of me...

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Case no. 3, this. Oh my, oh my... As you all can see from the post, I'm merely stating, it's not being practical to list out the fusion list, since:
- There are many ways to fuse out a demon,
- There is something call fusion tools and they are stickied on the forums for the exploitation of the users

Now, Mr. Chattra, you called me an 'arse hole' for 'being an arse hole to the TC' when I actually was stating and suggesting something. So, point the fuck out where did try to be a jerk, you idiotic illiterate moron. I didn't try to be negative, I tried to be constructive, because fusion tools actually make things easier and it's actually better to use the fusion tools.

When you are writing a guide, be prepare to get criticism, advices, suggestion and sometimes, trolls/flames towards you. So, when the TC didn't even make any noise about our remarks, SHUT THE FUCK UP, it doesn't have any bloody concern with you, especially when we are not trolling. You are now officially consist of fail and more fail. So, please, don't fail anymore. Your posts are a direct insult to everyone's intellectual.

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Well, that's just it, I'm now convinced I'm a troll and I'm much a jerk who disrespect others, and I don't deserve to be respected at all. Thank you very much.

inb4, I actually will apologize for my mistake, I'm not a perfect person, heck, I'm an asshole sometimes. For fuck sake, MegaTen forum doesn't need me as a troll, there are enough trolls on forums.

*another note for you out there who purposely tries to find my fault, every bloody time I go on the internet, I keep track of myself, screenshot, chatlogs, etc. so that I can track back my mistake, double check, triple check and remind myself from not repeating it again. I will absolutely apologize for my mistake, for being a dick, for not being able to please everyone on the internet and if I offended you anyhow, I'm sincerely sorry. But, if you fucking try to exploit it/lie about something/frame me (unfortunately Crowvo did 2 of the mentioned) for something I didn't do, I'm warning you, you don't wanna fuck around with me. I will be sure to fuck you up as much as I can.

4 comments:

  1. Soooo, these posts are from BunnyD's blog, huh?;p

    Good read...and I do agree with some of your point of view. But sometimes, some of your suggestions/posts doesn't come out like the way you intended and I can see that. I know it's not your intention to be rude or condescending either, but most people won't see WHY you said it. It's more like, HOW it was conveyed to the other persons point of view. So~, try your best to see from a 3rd persons point of view BunnyD. If you think your reply sounded rude/arrogant etc, chances are, it probably isxD.

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    As for Kain's post, your friend was being rather condescending to the inaccurate information from Alisterh. There's a lot better way to correct her, and try not to use emotion to reply, if you can. And the first response from you was great, "I don't see the need of QQing over this" it should have stopped there but, "Shiki noted out your obvious mistake, which =/= jerk.", not so much=\. Even though you were trying to defend him and correcting Alisterh, it will only make her justify WHY she said it and possibly; and it did; people will defend her. Seems like that comment there was there to make her look stupid; even though you didn't mean it, ne?=3

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    For your comment to drop it, as to not lead to anymore back and forth between the two, it is the right way to reply. Simple and straight to the point=).

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    Even though you don't seem like an angry person, but you and your friend Shik something, have a lot of similar types of responses.

    Hypothetically, I wondered, what happens when a friend of yours broke the ToS from Aeriagames?
    Would you turn your head and look the other way; sweep it under the rug like nothing has happened?

    or

    Do what is right and take Law and Order into your hands? Just asking, since you are a GS afterall:)

    ~impact

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  2. Ok, let's see.

    I do agree in my post I need rephrase on my sentence, but I can assure you it's not in my intention to defend Shiki and sound offensive. I came from rougher forums, which makes Shiki's comments look like a kid's comment, so being a mod on those forums made me judge/comment in some wrong ways. Of course, when I knew I'm wrong on that, I apologize for writing that, but that doesn't give you the rights to flame me. You basically asking for it, when you try to be a smartass at someone who really did troll forums with common sense (in the past).

    Now, on Kain, I've actually apologize to everyone on SB, because I know I'm wrong in many ways. When I purposely went on SB just to go explain my actions and apologize, don't add on stupid comments, especially I requested to drop the topic and I'll take the blame. However, apparently someone don't understand 'drop the topic' means, and he came back repeating the same crap not twice, but thrice with a more flame baiting tone each time. Tell me, would you feel pissed, if you make an effort to apologize and to be humble, only to get troll again and again? Apparently, if he's my acquaintance in real life, he'll know how bad my temper is, and to restrain myself and not retaliate to any flames on SB is really a bless, because the next thing I'm gonna do is break someone's nose, real hard.

    I don't really go bias on friends, I might, but I'll try to be as fair as I can, as professional as I can as a GS. Trust me, Shiki has hairdryer, first hand from me (I have his MSN contact) sometimes for being rough on forums/SB/in game. Don't expect any better treatment from me, even you're my friend if you're screwing around on the forums/SB/in game. I'll personally hand it up to the GMs myself for your poor behavior.

    What I'm requesting is simple, know the limits a GS on the forums, don't ask them to do what they can't and act like a smartass after that. Also, note that, I'm not perfect, I admit it, point all my mistakes out, I'll try to improve myself. But, if you intend to flame me with my mistakes, you'll getting yourself butthurt over the next few hours, I can really assure you that.

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  3. You're a kewl guy bunny, at least you can admit your faults^_^. I have my faults too, tons of it actually. I see, I can understand where you are coming from regarding some of your post. And yes, they should learn how to rephrase their comments. No worries, people thinks I am an ass too for some of my posts=D.

    Lol, sometimes we don't realize we are flame baiting the other person. Heck, I do it all the timexD. "Apparently, if he's my acquaintance in real life, he'll know how bad my temper is, and to restrain myself and not retaliate to any flames on SB is really a bless, because the next thing I'm gonna do is break someone's nose, real hard.", I commend you for that. I really do. I sure hope the GM's actually know this side of you, and that you are actually trying to hold back and be a better person than you are now^_^. They will have more respect for you as a person, and as GS. I sure have more a lot more respect for you BunnyD, as a person and as a bunny=p. Poke

    And glad to know that you will do what's right and treat everyone equally^^. Let's just say, my family hold each other accountable for our action. Heck, my mom called the police a couple of times on my brother, for various reasons. -thumbs up for you-

    And yes, you do deserve to be a GS. Thanks a lot for your answers Syu. Don't mind me, when there are mysterious, I would like to solve it:P
    Megaten News Reporter Channel 5 here, I will leave you be and...

    Have a great weekend!:)

    ~impact

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  4. Actually, I make no effort to go be a faker, I'm true to myself and everyone, and I'm straight forward on my attitude; I'm a cheerful person, but, once I'm angry, that's when the problems start, I'll go really mad, and have a tendency of use my fist to do the talking, no warning, just a hard punch on the fella's face who pissed me off.

    Anyways, have a nice day too, Impy.

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